The Day I felt like I was losing my mind…
How was it possible that there were voices in my head wanting to talk to the lady I was doing Reflexology (foot massage) on? How did the healing technique of rubbing someone’s feet get to the point where the pain in my head was so unbearable that all I could do was pray to God?
Looking back the scary part was not my imagination that I could hear voices talking to me… it was being accurate in their description of what they looked like and what they wanted to say. Knowing that two dead sons wanted to talk to their Mother was not the scary part… it was telling my friends, family, and the world that I could do it.
How was this possible, was I going crazy, did I have a brain tumor, was I a bad person, was I being possessed by a demon? These were the questions that I was asking myself. My family could not help me, most of my friends dropped me, even a minister said it was too much for him and left me.
So, I researched the Bible(s) (many versions), I asked lots of questions, I took courses… and I practiced, yes, I started to practice every chance I got. Because, if it was all Bull Shit, and ghosts, spirits, and prophecy didn’t exist, then I would be wrong… Well… to my amazement, I kept being very accurate in my descriptions of what I saw for others.
I learned that I could sense the presence of ghosts and I could read someone’s future accurately… so I decided with the guidance of praying to God to get my answers, I started teaching the techniques to others… because if they could not do what I was doing, then it probably was all Bull Shit. Since 1999 I have not had one person who was not able to do what I could do, sure they might do it a little bit differently. Meaning, I personally could see things when I tuned into the energy and maybe they tuned in by feeling, knowing, or hearing the energy. BUT they all could do what I could do, read energy; and with practice, they could do it very well.
Since my first experience back in 1997, what I have found was, when I am doing healing work the veil of the mysterious spirit world opens for me and I get information for the person seeking answers. I must tell you though, that there was a period of time between 2011 and 2015 that it all disappeared. I could not sense any energy, nothing that my family and friends would consider weird or woo-woo. If I had not written the book “The Intuitive Life A Guide to Self Knowledge & Healing through Psychic Development”, I would not have even believed any of this crazy shit was real.
In 2017, when I again opened a healing business the energy came back. All the gifts mentioned in the Bible are back again. That is what I said... all the ‘The Gifts’… Corinthians 1, Chapter 12, Verse, 4… Read it for yourself. The gift of Knowledge, Wisdom, Faith, Miracles, Healing, Prophecy, Distinguishing Spirits, and both Tongues. All that I know how to do is all written in the Bible… it is there plain as day and has been available for all to read for over 2000 years. You probably have read it and have not taken it literally. Well, I am here to tell you that what many people call ‘extra sensory perception’, is REAL and anyone can learn to tune in and master the technique of reading energy… BUT I am going to warn you right now, it might scare the crap out of you… that you are going to be right!